Joy in the Crucible

It’s been long since I pinned words to paper, since I set aside moments to let my thoughts flow–but there’s a little something I’ve been learning here in the desert, here in the middle of serving, of giving, that I must let the ink run. I’m not going to give an account of glorious miracles, […]

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Courage

Courage. It’s a word that’s been floating around my head these days, a word He quietly spoke to me saying, “this My child, is My word for you right now.”  Some say courage is David come to meet Goliath, come to kill his giant. Some say courage is Martin Luther nailing the thesis to the […]

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More Than a Name

God, I have no idea what I’m doing here! I’m so unqualified! I inwardly groaned. But I’m here…so do something crazy! I begged. For the first time in my life, I stepped into the classroom — not as a student, but as a part-time teacher. *** Sitting at his desk and engrossed in a world […]

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Dare to Believe

So I know I’ve been writing a lot about misconceptions of God. Maybe because I’m in the process of tearing down my own.  *** The other day, I got into my car with my family to head to an obligation we had that afternoon. As I was pulling out of the driveway, in the back […]

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Love is Bigger

Some days dawn messy and if I were to be honest, I’d have to admit there’s days where I only reach out for God when my plans are being threatened. There’s days where I find myself trying to manipulate God, as if repeating His name and chanting ‘please, please’ over and over again in my […]

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Goodbye is Not Forever

The early morning darkness greets me as I step outside the door. Crossing the dew-covered lawn and clamoring down the few steps, reality betrays the cold truth that yet again, me and goodbye have met. It seems we’re becoming closer friends than I had ever wished for. In years past, when faced with same realities, […]

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I AM

The early morning light dawns blue, and I reach over and grasp the leather-bound Book lying on dusty white by my bedside. This morning I’m a bit tired, but I’m desperate to soak up a little of His grace. I’m desperate to penetrate through the doubts that paralyze faith. As I open the Bible’s sacred […]

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All For Him

Sometimes it takes the shattering of our world to see through the splintered pieces and know that when everything else has been broken, and all that’s left is simply God—then and only then can we really begin to live. Because there’s nothing left but this one truth: this unveiled and unashamed LOVE. *** The door […]

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I Saw The Scars

His name was Thomas — he was known as the doubting disciple, as the one who didn’t believe. Perhaps it was just one rash remark that ruined his reputation — his reckless resolution that he would not believe unless he saw. But perhaps Thomas knew something deeper than his doubt so loudly announced.  It’s evening […]

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He Who Promised

Lately, (or honestly like all the time, 24/7 lol) I’ve been wrestling with, and turning over and over in my mind a thousand questions without answers, a million thoughts with seemingly no end. And this time, this whirlwind of thoughts has led me to the story of Peter. But it’s not his famous walking-on-water experience […]

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